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Contemplating suicide

Thu Aug 27, 2009, 1:52 PM
If you read this don't post something like don’t do it you don't know me so you can't help. My birthday was a few days ago and I had friends over. My boyfriend had showed up so I was really...really happy. And mom didn't want everyone in the house so we had to stay outside and we were hanging out in my garage. Every time some one left we'd close the door. {We were using the one cars use not the people sized ones} My boyfriend was just joking around and decided to close it on his way out. It cut three of his fingers and they were bleeding pretty badly. [I don't like the sight of blood but I pretended it didn't bother me -I tried to I should say] so we gave him a towel and eventually rapped it. When mom seen it she said he should get in to the hospital and almost every one said it wasn't that bad. He asked me what I thought I said if he thought he needed to go in go" He ended up staying and another of my friends re rapped his fingers. When his mom picked him up she floored it and I assume took him to the hospital. It turned out he needed 8 stitches and a few butterfly stitches. Everyone agrees it was an accident and it didn't seem that bad but I feel like shit for not having him go in and not having better judgment. His mom called and bitched her out for leaving us alone {they drove by when she went to the store honestly they don't trust him or what} and told her to tell me that as long as he lived in her house I would not be able to see or talk to him. I cried.....a lot. Mom said I need to find a new boyfriend but I wouldn't be able to. I don’t know what I’d do if I lost him. I love him more than I loved anyone else. Then on top of that I lost my camera that my dad had gotten me and I don't know if I can tell him I can't let him be disappointed because he said I’d lose it and I promise I wouldn't so if it seemed like I stop getting on here you know why.

  • Mood: Hopeless

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:iconhosekidragon:
I taggeth you! [link]

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*bites neck*

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1- You can bite the person who bit you!
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3- You should bite them in public! Paste it on their user page!
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5- You should most definitely get started right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am one (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!) If You Get 7 Back You Are Powerful creature!

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:iconbobdd0:
hi hi.

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:iconstalker-with-cheese:
hey wassup^^

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want to chat?

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:iconstalker-with-cheese:
sure why not

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:iconbobdd0:
sweet.

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:icondoggycg:
thankies for the watch!

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:iconstalker-with-cheese:
well i am a stalker jkjk not really but your welcome

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:icondoggycg:
*feels stalked now*

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